nurture.

finding contention in the gloomiest of places often times proves difficult.

as such, it is vital that we nurture our relationships,
grow with our friends, appreciate our families.

this is what i assume brings depth and fortune in life.
not materials or end-goals, but the nourishment of Souls.
this is what allows contention to break through the stronghold of difficulty.

ego

There are moments in life when you realize you've lived fully and deeply for the satisfaction of your ego. It is a feeling of loss and grief, at knowing you've prevented your soul from reaching the extent of its abilities. You've lost Love, as you've traded it in for mediocrity. This is a sad moment, and it is only through this realization that you can move away from ego and into the arms of All, Love, One, Spirit.

So, then, it is a happy moment, too.